But I do love the support I have. I have an amazing group of friends and family and even co-workers.
I also love to watch and listen to how others look at things -- the optimists, the inquisitors, the pragmatists, the cheerleaders. I need all of them sooner or later.
My girlfriends are already planning a boob selection party and I have standing offers in SoCal for the best boobs in town. And my husband even found an article ( http://www.huffingtonpost.com/jill-steinberg/testing-brca1-positive-wh_b_776263.html) that I interpreted as maybe I can get fat, get a tummy tuck and totally "natural" boobs ;)
Right now this is still a time of processing, but it's nice to have it out there.